For the sake of making a new journal, I present this to you.
Lately, it feels kinda like I'm becoming miserable. Allow me to elaborate. Not miserable as in "Oh poor, poor me. Please give me some attention because I'm WHORING for it!!! My life is just sooooo bad, those starving children in lesser developed countries are better off than me!" Nono, not that. More like I look at people and just start saying things that are not very... polite. Example! I'll see a group of kids playing their little imaginary games, and suddenly, like its got a mind of its friggin own, my mouth will flop off with a "Oh, those poor youths. They should enjoy their blissful ignorance, for when they grow up, they'll realize what a horrible place the real world is". I don't mean to think like that. Shit, I try to be a happy person. I kinda feal like Stinkmeyer from that one Boondocks episode. "I'm sorry sir, your going to be blind for the rest of your life" "At least I don't have to look at your ugly ass no more!" I'm hoping it's just a rut I'm goin through, and I'll be a much more happier person to be around later.
I finished summer term of college yesterday. It wasn't as easy as I though it would be, and good ol' dad didn't help much. I don't mean to bitch, but dude: I don't get to vent often, because I don't think people want to hear this bullshit. Ergo, just skip down a paragraph or two if you don't wanna hear it. Dad's been giving me a hard time. He's one of those parents that says "There's A, then there's F. B = not existing!". If I get anything lower than an A, then I feel like I'm gonna get killed. I told him I think I'm getting a B, and he looked at me like I killed Jesus. Needless to say, it's very stressful.
Being a simple young teenage male, I have loads of ideas (Think Tom, from "Tom Goes to the Mayor"). I really want to make my own Guitar Hero controller (remind me to post up some concepts). I told dad this, and the first thing out of his mouth was "Why can't I just have a normal son? One that likes to study and go outside and play baseball". I honestly almost punched him right where he had his operation, I was so pissed at em. I'm slowly reaching my limit of patience with him, everytime I want to do something different, something original, it's met with "You're loony! My son is crazy! I keep telling my friends what a good kid you are, then you say things like that! Maybe I should just die!". Thanks dad, I love you too.
I think I can stop venting now. You guys are probably tired of it as well. I've looked over stuff in my sketchbook, and noticed that it feels like I'm going both a step forward and a step backwards. For those of you slow people out there, this means that I'm going nowhere at all. Sure, I think I'm improving my drawing crap. However, I don't think I'm getting anything new. I won't do anything dynamic yet, and I don't know if I'm even at that point. In short, it feels like everything in my sketchbook is duplicated, with subtle (PRONOUNCE THE B!) tweaks. Like a friend said back in middle school "They all look the same".
Didn't I just say I'd stop venting? THERE I GO AGAIN! CRIPES! Did I mention my tablet's possessed by Satan, the prince of darkness himself? Like everyonce in awhile, my comp will just FLIP THE FUXXORZ out. I'll be using my tablet, then suddenly, the screen will move up and down. Then words would get bigger (ctrl + mouse wheel). I unplug it, then suddenly the driver vanishes! I need a old priest, and a young priest! I think it only does the mexican crazy dance whenever I touch one of those buttons on the sides. Note to self: stick tape on buttons.
Well, it appears I've failed to go a whole post without ranting. Shitcockery. Oh well, better luck next time. Before I forget! I'm still doing that sketchamabob thing. No, Arucard98 and Chelle91Belle I didn't forget about you peeps.
So I'm a lazy ass and don't feel like drawing 10 pictures for 10 people. Damn sponges... draw your own damn pictures!!! Anyway, I say the first 5 or so. Maybe 6, depending on my time schedule and what's requested.
1.Mr. Jachra wants a Moogle avatar. Bitchin, been awhile since I did one of those!
2.Ms. Chelle91Belle claims a Chi. I wouldn't know who that is if they came up behind me and ripped off my ankles.
3.Senior Arucard gets hisself a giganto mech. I know I said this one would feature bewbage, but I changed me mind. Pehaps the next request...
4.A "'Hello Kitty'-Mermaid-vampire hybrid" for Miss Carmen. This will be fun.
5.XXXXX (OMG LOL ONE LEFT!!!111)